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After a NDE(Near Death Experience) and two weeks in a drug induced psychosis at the age of 19 I’ve spent the last 8 years relentlessly researching and pursuing what I believe to be the truth and or the path leading to a greater truth and understanding of this world and what lies beyond. To sum up my experience in just a few memories and recollections is difficult to do. I will say that I walked at what some people would call “Heaven’s gate”. To give you some perspective I had a OBE(Out of body experience) while I laid in an Emergency Room. I appeared on white clouds in front of a large white stone castle that extended from left to right and up and down as far as my eyes could see. There was a doorway emitting an even whiter light with a shadowy figure near the door. As I began to approach the door I began to receive auditory hallucinations of my family praying for me, and was overcome by a loud voice saying, “Your time has not yet come, you have much left to do”. I then fell through the clouds and re-entered my body in the ER with a huge gasp to the vision of a nurse beside my bed who said that I nearly had a heart attack and a stroke at the same time and that someone was looking after me. I told her that I was in heaven and had heard the voice of God. She gave me some medication, and I fell asleep. When I woke up I realized I had been transferred to the ICU of the Psyche Ward. This put me in a state of extreme paranoia that led to me having multiple odd and unexplainable experiences over the course of the next two weeks. I began mumbling and seeing Sanskrit writing on the walls, and copying it down on to paper(My doctor who was of Hindu background noticed this and was completely baffled saying that he had never seen this happen in all of his years as a doctor). I did not know what Sanskrit was prior to me being in the psyche ward. I also claimed to be Akhenaten reincarnated and 3682 years old. I did not who Akhenaten was prior to me being in the psyche ward. I also had out of body experiences in the ward that took me to an island that to this day I believe to be Atlantis where I spoke with 12 beings who sat in a circle and spoke to me telepathically(they were all bearded men who resemble the Annunaki). They assured me that I would return to a normal state, and that I had to return(I could not stay with them on the island although I pleaded to learn from them so that I could help humanity in some way). This probably all sounds like a made up fantasy, but I experienced this and am forever changed. The reason I am sharing this now is because I believe now more then ever the ramifications of my experience could truly change the way people experience consciousness and what they believe in. Since I had this experience I have become an initiate of the philosophy known as Vedanta. It is an ancient Hindu philosophy that has allowed me to try and better understand why I began to see and speak Sanskrit. I do not believe all of this is just coincidence. I am asking for your honest opinions of any connections or correlations you have made in your lives that may in some way help me better understand my experience. My experience changed me from a skeptical Catholic to an avid believer in reincarnation and so much more. I truly believe we are all here for a higher purpose and greater understanding. I would go to any lengths to help sway humanity into a higher level of spiritual consciousness. These experiences came with consequences. In the psyche ward I was visited by two (Men in Black) type agents who told me to never speak of my experiences or risk the death of myself, family, and friends. They told me that they would “see” me 10 years from now and 100 years from now that “this was not over”. Being it has been 8 years and seeing the way the world has changed since then I would hope that I never encounter these beings again, but it seems that I am on a collision course to have another encounter. I’ve thought a lot about writing a book and going to even more details about my experiences, but over the last 8 years I have been attacked on every level for even remotely talking about this with family, friends, and others. Please do not attack me if your going to post or message me in private. I am simply trying to better understand my purpose here in this lifetime, and help others along the way. Love and Light to anyone whose read this far. I sincerely appreciate it.